Well Spent
Yeah I am spent. And I am well.
I always used to think that I really tried hard with a lot of things in my life. I am finding now that I really did not know what really putting forth effort meant. Not that this is something to feel bad about. Or its no personal slam. Just an observation.
I have been busting my ass on my musical career like never before. Its still like a seed waiting to sprout for those watching. Can't see a thing. But its growing. My thoughts are in the right place. I think my heart is there where it needs to be and I have the confidence that God is happy with what I am doing. That sustains me. Because I am tired, but I am sure happy with what I am doing and what is going on. I had a good talk with Tom Hess tonight. I continue to learn lots from him and in many ways I think I am finding a friend there and not just a mentor.
I have always been interested in learning about business and being an entreprenuer. I still can't spell that word though according to my spellchecker HA!!!! Anyway I have been criticized for my ideas. Thats ok. But I think I am finally starting to get some things with all this. I can't wait to see where this all goes. Things are snowballing.
On other fronts life has not been so great. I hate my full time job now. I have been looking elsewhere. Next week it looks like I may be getting closer to resolving that. We'll see.
As has been a them in my life: When I consider that my life is in the hands of a God that cares and that no matter what happens I am His and nothing can separate me from Him and all the good He desires for me as a child it does not mean life is perfect and always goes my way. But somehow its that safety of knowing that makes all the difference to me. No matter tough things get God never gives us more than we can handle and I have seen over and over again in life that all things do work for the good of those that love God and are called according to His purpose.
I feel so blessed. What a life.
Randy
I always used to think that I really tried hard with a lot of things in my life. I am finding now that I really did not know what really putting forth effort meant. Not that this is something to feel bad about. Or its no personal slam. Just an observation.
I have been busting my ass on my musical career like never before. Its still like a seed waiting to sprout for those watching. Can't see a thing. But its growing. My thoughts are in the right place. I think my heart is there where it needs to be and I have the confidence that God is happy with what I am doing. That sustains me. Because I am tired, but I am sure happy with what I am doing and what is going on. I had a good talk with Tom Hess tonight. I continue to learn lots from him and in many ways I think I am finding a friend there and not just a mentor.
I have always been interested in learning about business and being an entreprenuer. I still can't spell that word though according to my spellchecker HA!!!! Anyway I have been criticized for my ideas. Thats ok. But I think I am finally starting to get some things with all this. I can't wait to see where this all goes. Things are snowballing.
On other fronts life has not been so great. I hate my full time job now. I have been looking elsewhere. Next week it looks like I may be getting closer to resolving that. We'll see.
As has been a them in my life: When I consider that my life is in the hands of a God that cares and that no matter what happens I am His and nothing can separate me from Him and all the good He desires for me as a child it does not mean life is perfect and always goes my way. But somehow its that safety of knowing that makes all the difference to me. No matter tough things get God never gives us more than we can handle and I have seen over and over again in life that all things do work for the good of those that love God and are called according to His purpose.
I feel so blessed. What a life.
Randy
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